"I Don't Like A Freaky Girlfriend"

bonsoir!

Again...
Some words that really torn my heart.
I told him that I want to dye my hair blue if i'm in a college already and also told him that Mom has given me permittion.
Know what he replied?
"Congratz. But I don't like it."
I had to ask so many times "why?"
and he just answered "i just don't like it."
Geez... And finally I forced him and he gave me the reason, "I don't like a freak girlfriend."
STAB!
Well, maybe he didn't really mean freak girlfriend, but girlfriend who does freaky things.
 *sigh~
Again?
He doesn't like me?
Several times ago, he also said, "I don't want to have a break dancer girlfriend." when I asked him how about if I become a breakgirl. Actually I was only asking, not really had in mind that someday I'd like to be one.
But his answer, that really ripped my heart.
Why he seems don't like every little "freaky" things I do or I wanna do?


I know he must have his own reasons, but why he just can't try to like it even a bit and should say those heartbreaking words?
I always try to understand and like or at least support everything he does, EXCEPT SMOKING AND DRINKING (but that's normal right? every girl or woman will do the same thing to their beloved man) .
Well, maybe I sound selfish, yea?

:'(


love,
liljade :)