Get Caught! (AGAIN?)

it was a totally depressing day for me!
Lots of assignment, none of them has been done, and an so unimportant exam awaiting tomorrow.
The worst is, I get caught! Again!

So, wondering get caught what?
Yes!
Get caught that I went out for a date with my boyfriend last Saturday.
Geez!

Actually, I've promised my dad that I would break up with him about last two months as long as my dad won't go find him and mess everything up. He gave me 1 month to forget him (o, please~ that's the dumbest thing you would had ever done, dad. it won't work at all!).
My dad agreed, and promised. Me, of course, just in order to keep my boyfriend "safe", all of my promises were just words! (sorry for that, dad, but I had to do this.)
So, backstreet for almost two months without my parents noticing. I thought it would be much easier after I have get caught (for the 1st time) and just kept doing the things normally. Sneak out, late calls, everything we usually do.

BUT!
Today, I am a totally dummie!
I was helping my friend, Jeanny, scanning for the files needed for the exam tomorrow, using my lil bro's laptop, because mine hasn't been installed the printer program (geez!). And I also e-mailed it immediately (still using lil bro's laptop) . The most foolish, I forgot to sign out and just closed the browser Mozilla Firefox that will automatically shows up the earlier pages you visited everytime you start it. Then Shut Down the laptop.
In the evening, after I finished my private lesson, when I arrived home I saw my room's light was turned on.
I got a very bad feeling that my dad was using my lil bro's laptop for internet (he usually uses my lil bro's) and I just remembered that I hadn't sign out from my Yahoo! Mail !!!
I got into my room immediately and saw my dad sitting there, with that gloomy look in his face, staring at the laptop, where my photo with my boyfriend was! O damn!
So, there began the "judgement" with my parents for the whole evening.
The point was, they were so disappointed that I lied to them once more time. My dad was so furious and he even called the place where my boyfriend works.
Finally, after some agreements (which of course not fit with my heart), I gave him his number, and my dad called him, cleared everything.
And I told him that I have decided to break up with him (another lie again).
What could I say?
My dad gave me two choices : choose your parents and break up with him or choose him and "break up" with your parents!
Darn!
Of course the 1st choice! I haven't lost my mind yet.
Well, the heartbreaking part wasn't the moment I made the choice (hey, it was all DRAMA!). It was the time when my dad kept on saying the bad things about him, what are the goods from him, what he could do, blah...blah...blah... Saying like there were nothing good from him.
Geez, dad, I AM the one who know him far more better than you! You know NOTHING about him! :(

Things will get harder for both of us, but I always believe it won't last forever. Just need to wait for about 2 years, after I've graduated, after I've been in college. Coz my parents said that I'm allowed to have a boyfriend at that time (geez, I hope it will also due for this situation).
No matter what, I won't give up till my last blood. I DO really MEAN it.
All the things that I could do now is only praying to God for the best for both of us.
God, please help us :(

It was a really tough day for me.
*sigh

love,
liljade :)

25 Sept 2010 :)

sooo
As I've promised, here are some photos that were taken on Saturday night

 

 This is the place: Citilite, Java Paragon. Romantic, yea?

It's US ♥

 

The Rp 270.000 Wagyu Tenderloin Steak and Paragon Punch

 

my beloved with his Wagyu Tenderloin Steak with Mushroom sauce and Avocado Juice ♥

 

 

 

 the little cheesecake surprise ♥

unforgottable night ♥

love,

liljade :)

So... This is what they called candle light dinner? :D

bonsoir!

What a great Saturday night I had!
With my beloved, of course ♥

SO,
Yesterday he told me that he really wanted to watch Resident Evil : Afterlife and I asked whether he wanted to go watching it today with me. He agreed.
But everything started to go in a mess when I couldn't get seats for both of us!
Geez!
I arrived earlier at TP to buy the tickets but it was useless, so I went to meet up with my friends first: Yunita, her lil sis Delly, Bunting, and JC at Excelso, where they played Capsa.
My boyfriend had a lecture today and would finished at around 5, so he couldn't buy for the tickets first.
I was totally disappointed, sad that I couldn't fulfill his want :(
So I called him and told him what happened, he just smiled (wait! how could I see him smile on the phone???) and said that's OK. Then suddenly he said,
"Hey, how about going to Java Paragon's rooftop with me? I'll show you the real candle light dinner!"
Geez! I've never thought he would ask me for a candle light dinner.
"Are you sure?" I asked.
"Yea, why not. After all, you have never had dinner with me before, in a real way, I mean. I'll book for the table now." he replied.

So, that's it, while waiting for him, I played Capsa with my friends.
Around 6, he arrived and we headed to Java Paragon.
After around 20 minutes, we arrived and took the lift immediately to Citilite, located at 21st floor, which is that what I called with Java Paragon's rooftop.
The first thing that came in my thought after seeing it was : SO ROMANTIC ♥
The place is just... so right for both of us. It's cool and so beautiful. The night wind blew slowly and I could see the beautiful sparkling night town view from above :)
Then here came the friendly waitress, Wenny, with two menus on her hands. She said, "Our special menu is Tenderloin Steak"
I looked for the Tenderloin and found Wagyu Tenderloin Steak with a WOW price, around Rp. 270.000,00!
OMG~
So both of us ordered it and a glass of Paragon Punch for me, Avocado for him.
We had a super conversation, but I didn't really like the seats, coz we had to sit across of each other, not side by side :(
Well, guess that's what they called candle light dinner.
So we talked till the waitress brought our orders.
Hmmmhhh!!! Really, most delicious steak I've ever tasted! No wonder the price is also "yummy".
After the main course, we ordered a dessert (forgot what it called)...
Suddenly, he said,
"Hey, I've got something for you later. Please receive it."
"What's that?" I asked but he refused to answer. Actually, I've already had a feeling that was going to give me something, so I joked,
"You're not going to propose me, right?" Hahahahha

And there came the dessert, followed by a plate of blueberry cheesecake.
"There is it, honey. " he said.
On the plate, there's written "HAPPY 4TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY" with chocolate sauce. That's so sweet! I love you, dear :*

After we finished them all, we headed back to TP and I held him to Amazon to take photos in the photobox. This is what I've been wanting for :D

Then, at around 9, I accompanied him back to his car and bought 2 cups of fruit juice on our way to the parking area.

So...
Rooftop, a little surprise cheese cake, photo box, and fruit juice... What a super great Sat night! 
Thanks for everything, honey.
L.U.T.I.D ♥

I just can't forget tonight, too sweet to forget :)


love,
liljade :)


PS: photos uploaded soon! :)

"I Don't Like A Freaky Girlfriend"

bonsoir!

Again...
Some words that really torn my heart.
I told him that I want to dye my hair blue if i'm in a college already and also told him that Mom has given me permittion.
Know what he replied?
"Congratz. But I don't like it."
I had to ask so many times "why?"
and he just answered "i just don't like it."
Geez... And finally I forced him and he gave me the reason, "I don't like a freak girlfriend."
STAB!
Well, maybe he didn't really mean freak girlfriend, but girlfriend who does freaky things.
 *sigh~
Again?
He doesn't like me?
Several times ago, he also said, "I don't want to have a break dancer girlfriend." when I asked him how about if I become a breakgirl. Actually I was only asking, not really had in mind that someday I'd like to be one.
But his answer, that really ripped my heart.
Why he seems don't like every little "freaky" things I do or I wanna do?


I know he must have his own reasons, but why he just can't try to like it even a bit and should say those heartbreaking words?
I always try to understand and like or at least support everything he does, EXCEPT SMOKING AND DRINKING (but that's normal right? every girl or woman will do the same thing to their beloved man) .
Well, maybe I sound selfish, yea?

:'(


love,
liljade :)

a 4 hours Argue that Costed My Whole Sleeping Time :(

Salut!
Comment êtes-vous?
It's been a while, yea?
It's totally a busy week, so I could hardly update
My apologise~

Sooo
Today, was a totally tiring exhausting day for me!
I felt so sleepy that I likely fell aslept while walking!
How could be not, I almost didn't sleep at all!!!

So,
Last night, as usual, having a late call with my beloved
Then we argued from around 1 a.m. till 5 a.m.!!
Geez...
Besides, I cried a lot... So I decided not to have any sleep after the call and just went directly to the bathroom, to prevent my eyes getting more swollen (oh my, I HATE SWOLLEN EYES!!!) --> that's why I kinda hate crying.
But what could I say?
This lovely boyfriend of mine who I love so very much with all my heart till I die has made me drop my tears a lot, but he deserves it :)

Well...
So I fell aslept in Art and Sociology class, which were free hours (O I LOVE IT! :D )

Geez...
Now still a lil bit tired...
Gotta go now~

Have a good night :)

love,
liljade :)

Peter, I'm so in love with u!!! ♥

Wondering who is Peter?
My boyfriend? Na-ah~
Well, keep your question for later...
:)

I really wish I could have a pet snake!
Since my friend, Nugraha, told me that he had a pet snake and has tamed it, I became so excited. So, on Tuesday, I asked him to bring his pet snake to school. And he did really bring it!
At the first sight, it's kinda creepy...
It's a kind of water snake, forgot the name, and it's still small.
Then at the break time, I tried to touch it, and held it with my hand... Wow... still a lil bit creepy. Nugraha asked me to help holding it while he went to wash its box. So, that's it, me left alone with the snake on my hand... Thanks goodness I was accompanied by Gondo.
I was so afraid of its head... It's really creepy!
Well, after a while I stroke its slippery body, suddenly something wet came out from its body! And there are some tiny white things on my hand!
Guess what is it?
Yea! He pooped!!!
Geez!!!
I was totally shocked and didn't know what to do. Besides it was diguisting, it was also because that I afraid it would bite me, though Nug told me it never bites anymore. I ran all the way to Gondo while shouting while holding the snake with one hand, really afraid that it would fall down. Once it fell down, it would run away so fast and hard to catch. Thanks goodness that Nug came earlier, and I went to wash my hands. Euuuuwwwhhh!!!

 

See? I was holding it like that coz I was so afraid with its head.

After the 2nd break, on the Extensive English lesson, which was a free hour, I asked Nug to let me play with the snake. At first I was so afraid to let its head landed on my hand... But after that, I tried to be brave. Oh man, it was so damn tickling! Especially its tail! But it was so cute as well. That's why I called it Peter ♥!

Ooooh, I'm so in love with you, Peter ♥ ! (someone out there, who read this, don't get jealous ya! :p )

I really wanted to take it home and had it as my own pet. But mom and dad are gonna kill me if I do that. Geez, I really want it! I promised to myself, if I have had my own house, I will like to buy a pet snake for sure! :D  

See? Peter seemed so in love with my hand! LOLs~ XD

That's all the story with cute Peter ♥ 

Now you know who is Peter, right? :p

love,

liljade :)

PS: This will be my last post for today before I depart to Bromo at around midnight :)

vous voyez! ♥ 

I.L.U.T.I.D ♥

Special for my beloved boyfriend ♥ :)


Thanks for the precious 40-minutes-flash-meeting :)
Thanks for spending your precious 40 minutes just for me, dear.
I know this situation is so hard for both of us, but I believe we will go pass through it all! Just put your faith on it :)
Don't have to worry, we have forever to spend...

Thank you
Thanks for everything, mon cher prince ♥

I.L.U.T.I.D :*

Je t'aime jusqu'à ma mort

love,

liljade :)